These days I am
trying to see the reason in all that happens, or at least to find the silver
lining on stormy days. This week of
sickness in Turkey is no exception. I
have tried to avoid feeling sorry for myself by appreciating this down
time. While I do get a bit antsy after a
full day indoors, I am trying to take this time to rest and relax.
After one of the
worst days of my stomach issues, where I had spent almost the entire morning
and afternoon in bed, H. called me to come look at the setting sun from the
kitchen window. We sat and watched the
city as the colors changed behind the mountains.
The early colors of the setting sun (Photo by Turklish) |
We watched the cars drive by with men and
women returning home for dinner or perhaps heading out to visit friends or
family. We watched the women on the
sidewalk waiting for the bus with their recent purchases in hand and
pairs of men walking side by side with their matching long strides.
Me enjoying the view (Photo by Turklish) |
As we watched this city of Kahramanmaras, we
thought about our future life in Turkey and what it might be like. Would we really want to live in a big city
with millions of people and horrible traffic?
Or would we rather live in a city like Maras? Maras, a city of about 400,000 where traffic
is relatively mild, but opportunities are limited.
Or perhaps we
thought, can we find our sweet spot in a mid-sized city in Turkey? Can we find a balance of chaos and
culture? Well,
this questions will not be answered for some time to come. I'll just have to accept that and stop
worrying about the future. For now I'll
enjoy these beautiful sunsets along with many sweet glasses of çay.
The last colors of the day - not a bad place to ponder life's big questions. (Photo by Turklish) |
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